Finally have time to write another update.

Bloody internet connection in school still down. They said they'll take half a day on Wednesday for the people from HP to fix the damn thing. It's still down even as I'm writing this. How I'm able to write this? I'm at home resting!!

Been quite a week for me. Stuff to do for both PDPs that I'm in charge of, SYC, stuff at home, going over to John's to see his baby niece, stuff for my mum, had a lesson observation on Wednesday (damn scary with both my HOD and the VP who suddenly decided to pop in!!).... I don't have time to do stuff for myself! The good thing about being so busy is that time passes sooo fast. It's just 2 more weeks to the summer break - which I'm really looking forward to. The first week will be spent getting ready for TJC Chamber Ensemble's concert, Intermezzo XXI (we're turning 21!), so I have 3 weeks to sort out my life, my room, get ready for Italy and all the other loose ends I've left untied. Very scary. So much to do in such a short period of time. 4 weeks of school holiday sounds like a pretty long time, but I know that it'll be over before I know it and I'll be off to Italy for 2 weeks.

John has been my pillar of support through the whole emotional rollercoaster ride that the past 2 weeks or so have been. I'm just so thankful that he's so steadfast and has such strong faith. I think in spite of me being so temperemental and high strung, I'm a survivor and I would probably make it through stuff even if I didn't have someone to depend on like I have John. But he's made life so much easier and happier for me that I just can't imagine going at it all alone.

A student of mine mentioned to me today about my old blog and my previous diaryland journal. I'd almost forgotten about them and was actually a little embarassed that she found them. Well, I went to read them again and decided not to delete them. I think I need to learn to let go and be less uptight about so many things. Those old diaries will serve as a reminder of just how far I've come since then, how much I've grown and changed whether for the better or for worse. So I'll keep them there for now, and if you want to find out all my dark, dirty secrets you better do so before I change my mind. LOL. ;P

John's gonna knock off work in a few minutes and drive over to my place for dinner. It'll be nice to be able to spend a quiet evening together catching up. Even though I met him for lunch just this afternoon, it feels like ages since we last really sat and talked about things.

PHEW!

glittermissy @ 5:15 PM + + Permalink