The guy hasn't stopped sending me text messages even though the police has called him to warn him. Should I press charges?

I feel so sorry for John. He's been so nice to me and so worried as well. He's been exceptionally sweet and attentive through my irrational fits of differring emotions. I just wish I could close my eyes, go to sleep and when I wake up everything would be okay. And then John wouldn't have to worry about me or about what that f***** really intends. At times I see the rage in his eyes, with every text that I receive that say banal things like "I want to spend a night with you and love you forever." I even received one obscene message from him with a couple having intercourse and the message read "Sex Murder Art".

But I have to try to not let him win. I know I shouldn't even be letting this get to me, but it is and I can't help it. God only knows what else he knows about me, whether he has my address, my email address, my IC number... Whatever it is, I'm not going to let him win. With every message that he sends to distress me, it makes what John and I share stronger. Also it's when you are in trouble do you find out who your true friends are. So maybe this is a blessing in disguise. Whatever it is I have to keep believeing that it's happening for a reason and it is something to be learnt from.

glittermissy @ 8:45 AM + + Permalink