Today is a looong day for me. I have choir tonight - John was so sweet in offering to pick me up after so I won't get back so late. :)

I don't know why I've been so emotional lately and get so easily affected by things that happen around me. I think it's PMS again. The Hormone Strikes Back? That's so corny I can't believe I even thought of that. :P

I received my birthday + Valentine's day present from John in advance. :D Now I just need the time to go and enjoy it........... :P It's something I've wanted for a long, long time and now it's finally mine! Muahahahaha....

These days I seem to be walking around in a daze. After school I'm usually too tired to think about much, and the weekends are usually over so quickly I've hardly had time to catch my breath. I feel like I'm just passing through life without absorbing much, learning much nor being affected by very much (except an irate OM). It scares me, being as detached as I've been. I always try to be someone who reads between the lines, who takes more away from experiences than just the banal and the obvious. But of late I've failed miserably. Is it the system, that turns us all into digits slowly without us even realizing it? Or is it my fault for being so easily absorbed into the system?

I suppose that is why I feel like I don't have much to say nowadays. Maybe I'm overanalyzing things again and it's just writers' block.

glittermissy @ 10:38 AM + + Permalink